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        <p>Scene 9</p>
<p>再一次醒来的时候天已经黑了。</p>
<p>虽然开着灯，但屋子里非常安静。</p>
<p>一个人影坐在我面前……静静地看着我，</p>
<p>她慢慢站起身，但犹豫了一会儿又坐了回去。</p>
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<p>“…………”</p>
<p>小殷。</p>
<p>两个字没说出口，因为感觉现在说话会吓到她。</p>
<p>她应该也没发觉我已经醒来……深吸了一口气然后再次站起。</p>
<p>僵直的站立姿势，像是在课堂上被老师点起来答题的学生。</p>
<p>“你……你好。”</p>
<p>“…………?”</p>
<p>声音微微有些颤抖，说话的内容让我有些摸不着头脑。</p>
<p>不过我没有回答也没有动弹，</p>
<p>她应该是在对“睡着”的我说话。</p>
<p>“要勇敢……要勇敢……呼――呼―—”</p>
<p>呼吸几次后，她用尽全力对我挤了一个微笑。</p>
<p>“你、你好，我叫小殷，和你一、一个班。”</p>
<p>“最喜欢的颜色是蓝色，最、喜欢的衣服是连衣裙……这一件。”</p>
<p>“最、最喜欢的事情是……养花，最喜欢的花……是昙花，它开起来很漂亮。”</p>
<p>“…………”</p>
<p>我没有发出一点声音。</p>
<p>她这别扭的自我介绍，像是首次向班级介绍自己的小学生。</p>
<p>“我、我还自己在学校后面修了个花坛，没什么人去看，可看过的人都喜欢。”</p>
<p>“我、我、我……我没什么朋友…….”</p>
<p>说话结巴了起来，都快要哭出来了但还是在继续说。</p>
<p>那拼命的样子除了“奋不顾身”之外，找不到其他的形容词。</p>
<p>“我、我笨手笨脚又不会说话，所以、我一直都没有朋友。”</p>
<p>“只有一个好朋友……能听我说话……”</p>
<p>“但是……我……还想要朋友……你…..”</p>
<p>“我、我、我……你…….”</p>
<p>说到最后字已经串不成话了，</p>
<p>但她还是颤抖着身体，想要说出些什么。</p>
<p>……是在练习怎么和我说话?</p>
<p>还是说，在练习怎么“重新认识我”吗?</p>
<p>哪怕真的被我忘掉，也会主动来找我、重新认识我。</p>
<p>“我……对不起……”</p>
<p>………….</p>
<p>就这样跑掉了。</p>
<p>虽然最后还是没坚持住，</p>
<p>但她刚才对我说的话已经比之前加起来还多。</p>
<p>“…………”</p>
<p>强迫自己从床上坐了起来，用不多的力气拿出挎包里最外面那张空白明信片。</p>
<p>“好啊，现在我们是朋友了。”</p>
<p>然后把它放在了刚才她坐着的凳子上。</p>
<p>接着我躺回到床上侧过身去，以便她回来后不会看到我的脸。</p>
<p>………………</p>
<p>果然，过了一小段令人忐忑的时间，</p>
<p>她轻轻推开门，把脑袋伸了进来。</p>
<p>我假装已经睡着，让她可以更加冷静。</p>
<p>又过了一小段令人忐忑的时间，</p>
<p>一张新的明信片放到了我的枕头下方。</p>
<p>“没有忘掉我吗?”</p>
<p>“没有，全都记得。”</p>
<p>“对不起又让你担心了。”</p>
<p>“以为你会忘掉，我很害怕，不知道该怎么办才好。”</p>
<p>“越想越不知道该怎么办……就越害怕，所以……</p>
<p>“没事，没事的。”</p>
<p>“就是忘了我也会想起来。”</p>
<p>“即使别的都想不起来，但肯定会想起你。”</p>
<p>写上这句话的明信片送出去之后，很久都没有反馈。</p>
<p>忍住没有回头，因为相信她还在身后，不想强迫她回应我。</p>
<p>“我……我想要…….”</p>
<p>“……??”</p>
<p>回应我的不是明信片，而是轻得几乎细不可闻的声音。</p>
<p>“……你说……什么?”</p>
<p>忍不住问了一句。</p>
<p>“我…….我……”</p>
<p>说话的声音卡住了，接着明信片再次出现在我枕头下面。</p>
<p>“我不知道该怎么办。”</p>
<p>我愣了一下，随后明白了她的意思。</p>
<p>慢慢从床上坐起，然后转过身面对她，</p>
<p>这个过程我故意放慢了速度。</p>
<p>看她没有逃跑，我向她伸出了手，</p>
<p>和上次一样的姿势，一样的距离。</p>
<p>她站在原地犹豫了一下，</p>
<p>之后，她慢慢地挪到了床边。</p>
<p>首先是手握在了一起。</p>
<p>握住的瞬间她想缩回去……可我阻止了她。</p>
<p>她见状却没有反抗，只是把这个握手的动作维持了一阵子。</p>
<p>随后她松开手，身体继续靠近，她的呼吸声变得明显……</p>
<p>接着轻轻一震，她的脸靠在了我的胸口。</p>
<p>我们两个都松了一口气，像是飞机安全降落了似的。</p>
<p>僵硬的身体变得柔软，刚才还在发抖的小肩膀也停止了颤动。</p>
<p>芬芳柔软的娇小身子依靠着我，乌黑长发随之披落。</p>
<p>我忍住想要抱住她的冲动，轻轻把手放在她的脑袋上。</p>
<p>她先是一抖，随后发出了轻轻地呜咽声。</p>
<p>“……没事，没事了。”</p>
<p>抚摸着她的脑袋，就像安慰无家可归的小动物。</p>
<p>这样的场面，似乎不是第一次。</p>
<p>熟悉的感觉将我的意识抽离，越离越远……越离越远。</p>
<p>我好像看到了一架飞机，但它却飞地悄无声息。</p>
<p>它默默得向远方飞去，身后拖着长长的尾迹云。</p>
<p>站在地上眺望天空的那个年轻人应该是我，</p>
<p>他呆滞地看上方，似乎有什么重要的东西离他而去。</p>
<p>放学后我和小殷两个留在教室里做值日。</p>
<p>学生不多，没有多少垃圾需要收拾，</p>
<p>擦黑板和窗户反而成了最花时间的工作。</p>
<p>值日总得有人做，但不知为何……最近我做得越来越频繁了。</p>
<p>“小殷。”</p>
<p>“——!”</p>
<p>正在擦黑板的小殷听到了我的叫唤，身子振了一下。</p>
<p>不过很快就恢复正常，对这边淡淡笑了笑。</p>
<p>……已经是很难得的反应。</p>
<p>“我们上次一起做值日是什么时候?”</p>
<p>“………嗯……”</p>
<p>小殷想了想，不一会儿就开始寻找明信片和笔。</p>
<p>“啊……这种事就不用写明信片了。”</p>
<p>“上次是昨天，还是前天?”</p>
<p>“…………”</p>
<p>小殷困惑地摇了摇头。</p>
<p>“哈哈哈，你和我一样没有时间概念。”</p>
<p>“…………”</p>
<p>假装生气地鼓起了脸蛋，每次她这样的时候我都想去捏一下。</p>
<p>“这个学校太安逸了，总会让人忘记时间。</p>
<p>…..当然，也有我本来记性就不好的原因吧。”</p>
<p>不过咱们之间的明信片是越来越多了……挎包已经装不下，</p>
<p>我只能将最新的一部分随身带着，剩下的都留在寝室。</p>
<p>“啊对……”</p>
<p>突然有个不错的想法，赶快回到座位上拿出明信片。</p>
<p>这句话要写下来……因为是很正式的邀请。</p>
<p>“想出去吗?”</p>
<p>“……出去?去到外面?”</p>
<p>“到学校外面，我们很久都没出去了吧。”</p>
<p>“学生手册上面写了，只要申请就能外出一天。”</p>
<p>“你想去哪里?有什么事情要办吗?”</p>
<p>“只要是和你一起出去，去哪里都可以。”</p>
<p>“可是我没有想去的地方……</p>
<p>“不需要想去的地方，随便逛逛就好。”</p>
<p>看着明信片上面的字，小殷有些诧异。</p>
<p>我没有逃避她吃惊的目光，郑重地点了点头。</p>
<p>……这个时候需要的是坚定的回应，</p>
<p>因为在她依然有些害怕的眼神中，露出了一丝期待。</p>
<p>然后我把这句话写到了明信片上。</p>
<p>“要不就这个周末吧。”</p>
<p>“嗯。”</p>
<p>原本以为需要很久才有回应，没想到瞬间就给了我答案。</p>
<p>“嘿嘿。”</p>
<p>于是，男孩和女孩之间定下了约定。</p>

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